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Subject Journal Day 3

by MsAmbreJadein Awareness and Intention, Blog Post, Hypnotee, Week 1Leave a Comment on Subject Journal Day 3

Week 1: Awareness and Intention

Day 3: What signal does my body give when I feel safe to truly let go?

From subject m:

There is not a specific signal my body gives when I feel safe to truly let go. I will though start to feel a series of sensations during the negotiation process, both physical and internal signals. Physically there are the trademark decreases in rate of breathing and muscle relaxation.  I will also notice subtle small involuntary muscle contractions as I release stored tension. Internally I will experience a sense of drifting detachment with my mind focussing on the negotiation in a peaceful way.  These sensations can only really happen when my brain is no longer on high alert and feels safe to let go.  If I feel these signals I know I am on the right path to a truly deep trance experience.

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Subject Journal Day 1

by MsAmbreJadein Awareness and Intention, Blog Post, Hypnotee, Week 1Leave a Comment on Subject Journal Day 1

Week 1: Awareness and Intention

Day 1: What does “agency” mean to me within erotic hypnosis and power exchange?

Subject m:

Agency for me is something I am continuing to actively explore. I suppose that’s the same for everyone. I have a deep need to lose control which power exchange and erotic hypnosis provide an avenue. I love it when I am in deep trance and the compelling need to obey suggestions. Deep down I know that I can come out of trance anytime and that I am collaborating rather than being controlled.  I just love though to almost lose a little bit of this agency or certainly be pushed to the very edges of any preconceived boundaries I may have experienced before in trance.   It is on those boundary edges where I have to trust the hypnotist. So right now agency for me is knowing that I am in a safe and collaborative environment and helps explain why I am currently having such amazing trance experiences.

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